Living in a dream

It's back to reality after today.  Back to the crazy PGCE course.  I am getting quite nervous now!  I have a job application to fill in today, I just cant believe how fast the first term has gone!  I only have five weeks left in the school I'm which makes me very sad as I love it there and I really dont want to leave and inevitably I'll be in a worse school where I'll have a huge amount of behavioural issues to deal with!  If only children were brought up to respect their elders, like I did, we wouldn't have this issue, but it's there to be dealt with and I must learn some how.  It'd also be pretty dull if I continually taught to a class of me, I never put my hand up and avoid saying anything as much as possible.  I try to make my lessons as interactive as possible so that I'm not giving them all the answers but they're coming up with them themselves.  It gets harder to do when you have a class set in their ways of being given everything on a plate as they're just too lazy and the school is just too scared of the league tables to push them! ARGH!  Sorry just bothers me when there are people achieving things and they've not really done any work towards it.

Anyway I am very sad to be leaving my school, I am very nervous that I will soon be having job interviews (fingers crossed!) and it'll be for a real grown up job!  So scary but at the same time amazingly exciting!  If I forget the scary things and just think about the constant wage which will mean no more money worries, I'll be able to save for a car and a house and my dream of my own farm and being as self sufficient as possible will be that little bit closer to a reality! :)

This is a lot of photos of the animals on my dad's farm enjoy :)

Blue tits on the tree right outside the kitchen window :)  On the first morning I was at my dads I did the usual thing of needing a brew before proper function can occur and I sprung into life when I saw how many cute little birds there were only a meter or so, and a pane of glass, away from me :)

Beautiful pony's Speedy is the bigger of the two and Twinkle is the shetland :)

And we cant forget Honey who stayed in her stable most of the time wrapped in her warm coat as it was way too cold for her.

A poorly crow that couldn't fly finding shelter at the side of an empty field.  It wouldn't let us get close I hope it's ok :)

Poppy in the woods :)

Bracken with the kitten and his bone he got for christmas :)

The new geese on the farm :)

The ducks and chickens :)  They lost all their ducks, some chickens and all the quail to either a ferret or a weasel and the cold :(  The ducks have been replaced and there are still chickens left but it is sad to know that a lot of them have gone.

 

Jess warming her paws :)

Jess sleeping :)  She's the oldest cat and knows exactly what to do to stay in the warm dry house and sleep by the fire unlike the younger ones :)

Petra the other black and white cat.  A new addition and she keeps the cat number at five since poor Socks, Jess's sister was ran over :(  So sad but these things happen.

And now for the three ginger monsters!  Yep they have three ginger cats and two of them are girls which apparently is a one in four chance of occurring!

First we have mr angry, who can be so cute and loveable when he wants to be :)  Marmalade is so cute he'll follow you round and give you the cute eyes but he attacks all the other cats and he's scared of the new dog.  My theory on that one is that he's not used to there being another male in the dog/cat world of the farm :)  But he was ran over as a kitten and has a wonky tail which you can see here and he loves to sleep on the bales of hay in the barn :)

Mała means little girl in Polish and she's so cute but she cant sit still and she meows all the time but she does give very loving hugs :)

This is Myszka which means little mouse in Polish.  She is adorable and hilarious!  Yes that is a cat on a lead she isn't allowed out yet but she can go exploring on the lead it was fun watching her play and copy the other cats and learn how to climb to the top of the fence.  She pulls out paper from the wood basket to push around and play with.  She tunnels under the throw on the sofa and then falls asleep right in the middle of the sofa right where you might want to sit :)

I really want a kitten and a puppy and lots of other animals and one day I shall! :)