And it all came crashing down
I've been a mess of emotions and confusion this week and I'm still the same. I just dont really understand what happened or why it's like it is now :( I guess I should make a little more sense. I'm now single as he decided he wanted to split up. I've been trying to keep my happy enjoy life attitude and I do still have it but I'm an emotional wreck!
I did a little retail therapy this week :) And I was working a full day on thursday which was lots and lots of fun and then we went to the pub which is always a good laugh =) Was good to surround myself with fun people I enjoying the company of, put a smile on my face. I also treated myself to some tastey food and I think I may give M&S a visit in a bit :)
I'm starting a course next week for 13weeks! Such a long time and I'm going to miss out on volunteering, but I do get some holidays and sick days so I can fit some things in hopefully :) And at least it'll keep me busy and I'll be meeting lots of new people so there'll be some fun times had. I'm definately taking my attitude of I have to do this so I may as well enjoy it with me, it worked very well with the last thing I really didn't want to do but had to.
I'm glad I found my good attitude towards life before this hit as I dont think I'd cope very well otherwise I'd be a big mess but at least I'm finding happy things to make me smile and keep me going :)
Here's something that helps me escape the sadness and find happiness =)
I'll be back to myself soon just need to sort my thoughts and feelings out!
Hope you had a good weekend :)
6 comments:
I'm sorry sweetheart
*big hugs being sent your way*
I hope you get your feelings sorted out, and that your course provides a welcome and fulfilling distraction xx
Having the rug pulled out from under you that way is a difficult thing to handle. Your attitude is a great approach to moving on. Do not be disappointed in yourself if your emotions seem to rollercoaster up and down by themselves. It's normal, but before long they will even out.
Take care!
My thoughts are with you darling. It sucks getting broken up with, but think of all the positives! All the clothes you can buy yourself, going out and doing what you fancy - and it's at a perfect time, you're starting a new phase of your life with this course and everything. Time for a new, happy, FREE Shibby, right? For now though, eat loads of icecream, watch loads of crap TV and enjoy the millions of mental hugs I am sending your way.
I'd be tempted to read your legs, they're brilliant! xxx
Very sorry - my comment was supposed to be for A Daisy Chain Dream's blog...trying to write too many things at once.
What I was supposed to say was that I'm very sorry for your sad news, but please hang on in there because things will get easier, and everything happens for a reason. Just try to hold your smile, and your spirit up high, and you'll make it through to happier days! xxx
Awwww....I hope you're alright Shibby. *huggies* I'm sorry to hear about it....but you gotta think that life has to move on with or without him.
There's one site I want you to visit.... dearoldlove.tumblr.com. :) Hope you like.
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