Getting over it

I'm such a nervous person and it's one of things I really dislike about myself.  I've been given a great oportunity to give talks in schools.  I've not really even agreed to do it yet but I'm still a big of nerves, my whole body is tense and I feel like I want to cry :(

I really want to get over this because I cant pass this oportunity up.  I'm not working and it'll build me confidense and give me excellent experience.  I am making myself go even though I'm a nervous wreck already.  I'm going to have to find a way to keep myself calm and be confident in such a situation.  Talking isn't my best attribute, I mostly hate it, but it's something that has to be done so I'm going to have to get on and be confident.  I'm going to try meditating and breathing exercises at home, which I'll hopefully be able to do before I start a talk to keep me calm and help me through :)

I want to write so much more on this but there's someone coming to survey the flat in an hour and the place is a mess so I'm going to have to get on and tidy tidy tidy =(