I dont even know what to write :(

I really want to start writing more for my blog, but with not having the internet at home I cant and I'm online in the library now and I'm sat staring at the screen not knowing what to write.

Still haven't heard anything from the millions of jobs I've applies for, well it's probably not that many but it feels like it is :( I guess really I'm just another statistic adding to the 2.6million people in the country who are unemployed.  It's really rediculous especially when I have a degree in physics, my last 3years seem quite wasted.

Well I know I didn't waste them, I did meet some amazing people and make some good friends and I wouldn't have met my boyfriend who I love very much :D so I do have things going on and I dont regret the last few years, but I do wish I was starting uni now.  It's the best time, you get to ride out the recession in blissful studentness, but I guess that this is just the way things are and I will have to survive some way or another.  I really do want to do another degree though, I love learning and studying, no idea what to do it in though. I'd like to do maths, egyptology, some sort of biology, some sort of religion......... I guess that these things will have to be hobbies and I shall just have to read and learn myself and then hope that in the future I can study on one of the subjects :)

I think unless I get a really good job I'm going to do teaching, I know I can do that, it's good pay and good holidays and it's not all that hard. I know that there is alot of work involved, both my parents are teachers so I've seen how much they work, they hate it now though and have warned me against it, but it's a job with job security for life, especially with a physics degree.  I am torn between primary and secondary though, primary would be much easier and more fun, I like that you teach a variety of subjects rather than specialising, but then secondary is more challenging and would require me to be continually furthering my knowledge and understand as well as the kids being at that age........I always said I'd hate to teach secondary, I saw how my year was and I wouldn't want to deal with that, but it's something of a challenge that might be good for me :) It's a while till I have to apply so we'll see.

Looks like I found somethings to write :)