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This shouldn't be occuring I have no free time I have so much to do so much to do and no free time none at all!!!!  Bah I dont even feel like I have enough time to get done what I need to get done.  I'm starting to get really stressed and that's never good but I dont know what to do.

Right I shall try write so that things make a little more sense.  So I have an interview for my PGCE next week, to get onto a teaching course.  Basically it'll determine the course of my future and I'm so scared.  I've not actually thought of it like that and that's where it stops.  I'll be way too nervous and way too worried to do my best so that thought is gone =)  I know I will be fine, I just may end up with no sleep for a few days, but hopefully it wont come to that.  It's making it very difficult to get anything done when I have no internet, but I will find a way.

I'm working tomorrow so that's the whole day gone and it'll be a lot of work up at stupid O'clock finish late get back and all I'll want to do will be collapse but I wont be able to I'll have to get the rest of my interview prep done.  On sunday it's the only free day the bf has to help me move my stuff, without him I cant do it since he's the one with the car.  Once the moving is done that's one less stress :)  And working tomorrow will be really good experience and it pays which means I can afford food next week!!!!! =)  

I love food so this makes me very very happy =) =) =)  No food makes a very grouchy Shibby :(  I've gone the past two days not eating until about 12-3pm!!!  And I've been up since stupidly early and doing lots so I was so happy to eat I ate anything I was that pleased!!!! =)  Though I had sandwhiches not just anything just to clarify.  On wed it was free cos I was working, free food is much better than normal food =)  This morning I got a bowl of shreddies thanks to the awesome bf :)  I love shreddies I dont know why but they are really tastey and satisfying and filling and they're not coated in sugar which is even better but it's strange that I like them, I'm a sugar fiend I have 3 spoons in my tea/coffee :)  Please feel free to mock me all you wish I am used to it!  My sugar obsession comes from when I was a young child.  I think I was 7-8 and I used have breakfast at school.  We used to get in the dinning room before the teachers and put all the coffee pots on their table and the tea on ours :)  We had those sugar pourers the big ones and some times we'd end up with like a cm of sugar at the bottom of the cup after you'd finished and the tea tasted very sugary.  If you leave kids to do things themselves they will go over board and now I am addicted to sugar!  I do go through phases of having less sugar and then it increases again and at the moment it's at it's peak :)

Right I have to be up at 6:30am tomorrow which is a time I've not seen in a very long time but it has to be done so it shall be :)  The bf being the fool that he is left the lights on all day on his car so it died and he tried jumping it but it didn't work so I now have sunday for interview prep so YAY for the broken down car.  But it is annoying that I wont be able to move my stuff in till like thrusday of next week.  I'm happy I have more time but I cant let myself just slack now because of it.

Blah this post really is a rambling mess of nothingness hmmmmm definately fits the chaos catagory :)  To add more to the randomness an image I like to finish off the post enjoy =)