Confusion

I dont think I've ever been this confused about what I'm supposed to be doing!!!!!  I came back to 9emails from the same person telling me I need to be here then and somewhere else another time and I just dont know where I'm supposed to be and I feel like I'm meant to be somewhere now and I'm not there!!!!!  ahhhh thank you technology for making it easy to contact me worry over :)  I'm in two schools tomorrow now CRAZY insanely long day that I've not done in such a long long long long time but it shall be tiring and interesting and fun =)  I'm looking forward to a full day of work ha it's going to be weird concentrating for such a long time.

Right now that's sorted I can relax again :)  I went christmas shopping today =)  Though I actually bought more for myself than presents, but but but I did make a start and I have some presents which is better than none :)  I'm being really cheap this year but it means I'm putting a lot more thought into the presents I get.  Going round the shops has given me a really good idea of what I'm going to get everyone so it really wasn't a wasted trip =)

I ended up getting myself a snood!!!!! YAY I've wanted one for such a long time and I saw this grey one in Dorophy Perkins and it's so so so soft I dont think I'm going to eer take it off.  Well at least there's going to be war between my favourite scarf at the moment and my new soft snood =)  I also got myself some grey tights as I felt it was something I was lacking and some blue ones as that's my favourite colour.  I couldn't resist getting some pacman socks from topshop for myself either =)  But I cant spend anything else on myself until I've got everyone else's present.  At least I was good and stopped myself from sitting in a coffee shop drinking coffee and eating cake.  I feel that it was a difficult feet as I really really wanted to go in and it was fairly quiet too.

This year me and the bf have decided not to get each other presents since we're both poor but to use the money we would spend on a present on a night out.  So cocktails and a really tastey meal, maybe champagne if we're feeling fancy =)  I do love going to an expensive restaurant, I just love food =)  Since he'll be with his family and working over christmas and I'll be with mine family it'll be a lovely way to celebrate christmas together too =)  I'm really looking forward to it, now to decide how expensive a restaurant to choose =)

All this talk of food is making me hungry!!!

This is an awesome concept :)