Lacking inspiration

I've been lacking inspiration for my blog the past few days :(  I think it's because I've had alot of other things on my mind.

I've got to write a talk on the stars (as in the things you see in the sky at night :) ) which I'm no where near finished with and it needs to be done by the end of the weekend ideally.  I'm so nervous about actually standing up and talking in front of people :(  I really wish I wasn't as this is something I really need to do, but hopefully after practicing it a few times out loud on my own and then I'll probably subject my flat mates to it too hahahahahaha.  I think my initial fear will go once that is done and next week I have to stand up in front of the group and at least tell them a little about what my talk is on, doesn't have to be the whole 5mins thankfully :)

I've also still got to look for work.  I am becoming quite complacent about it as it seems I'm just doing the same meaningless task over and over again with no positive out come.  There aren't many jobs out there and the ones I apply for either I'm over quallified or I haven't got enough experience. It's so annoying but I know there's nothing I can do except wait it out.

Another thing taking up my time is my personal statement for my PGCE application.  I'm really terrible when it comes to writing good things about myself, I just find it so difficult.  So it's taking me a long time to write something I'm happy with and that is good enough for me to be noticed more than someone else.

I've also been wasting my time on world of warcraft.  I know I really shouldn't but I hadn't played in 2days and I felt like playing ended up taking up about 4hours of my time and I've agreed to go on tomorrow night and play so that'll be about 6hours I'm guessing.  Yeah that's my friday night, boring as hell some might think, but I have no job and therefore no money so at least it's something entertaining :)  

I actually forgot to eat tonight because of playing :s but now my tummy is growling at me so I think I should feed it and then head to bed for some shut eye as I'm planning on getting up early and getting lots of work done tomorrow.


Sweet dreams :)

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