Too little time
Although I'm unemployed I'm now feeling like there isn't enough time to get everything done that I want to do. I do feel like I've wasted so much time these past few weeks, but I cant feel bad about that because then I'd just waste more time feeling bad about wasting time. So instead of regretting that I've wasted time I'm just going to move forward and do everything that I want to do.
Today I have made lots of plans :) I have put weight on since I started uni, mainly because before I did lots of exercise and now I do none!!!!! So I need to do more exercise because I hate how my body is at the moment, I know I'm not fat but I feel fat because I'm the biggest I've ever been and I hate it, I even feel ill looking at my self in the mirror and that cant be good :( I want to buy a punch bag as I think it'll be fun and will get rid of all the pent up anger I have......
My main motivation to actually start me going with this, as I've been meaning to loose weight since I graduated, but it's my bf's birthday next month and if I loose some weight I'll look hotter at the meal I want to take him to and in some new lingerie that I want to buy :) I know that he's not bothered whether I loose the weight or not, but it bothers me as I dont feel that attractive any more :(
I mentioned the other day about it being glamour week and the offers they have, today the offer is for warehouse. I've been looking on their site and I just cant see anything that I like, well there are a few bits but nothing that I can really justify spending money on. I think I may spend the money I was going to spend anyway on a set of weighing scales and a punch bag. I think if I set myself weekly goals with the weight things I might work better. I can reward myself with nice treats too :)
Now for some tasty healthy lunch of couscous and feta cheese :)
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